The air outside the stadium thrummed with a different kind of electricity - not the kind from stage lights, but the kind that only millions of ARMYs chanting "BTS! BTS!" could generate. Inside the greenroom, the controlled chaos of a pre-concert BTS show was in full swing.

Finally they reached the concert venue where they have to perform. The energy was high, nerves and excitement tangled together like earphone wires. Other boys went to get ready while as always sana made ready (chose a outfit, did his makeup and styled his hair) to suga.

Sana moved around Suga with the quiet, focused efficiency of someone who'd done this a hundred times. She laid out the custom black hanbok-inspired jacket she'd picked for him earlier that week - subtle silver embroidery catching the light, strong but soft, just like him. Her fingers were steady as she blended his foundation, but her heart wasn't. It never was when it came to him.

As suga already declared that only sana can touch him and help him in getting ready for concert or any event. It wasn't a rule born from diva behavior. It was born from trust. From the night two years ago when he'd had a panic attack before a stage and only her voice, her hands, had pulled him back. Since then, no stylist, no manager, no one else was allowed. Only Sana. His Sana.

She dabbed a bit of tint on his lips, then fixed his undercut, her breath ghosting over his temple. He caught her wrist gently.

Suga-: You're tired

he murmured in English, voice low so only she could hear. His Korean was fluent, hers was hesitant, so English had become their language - their private world.

Sana just smiled, that sweet, simple smile that made his chest ache.

Sana-: I'm fine.... You just focus on killing the stage, hmm?

He didn't let go of her wrist.

Suga-: You first. Rest after this.

It was a command disguised as a request. Suga's love wasn't loud. It was in the details. In the way he memorized her coffee order. In the way he noticed when her shoulders slumped. In the way he was, as he'd later admit, completely obsessed with her. Sana was his first love, his only love. And he didn't believe in sharing.

Finally everyone was fully ready. Jin was adjusting his pink hair in the mirror, complaining to Hobi about hairspray. Jungkook was doing last-minute vocal warmups, Jimin was stretching, Taehyung was taking mirror selfies, Namjoon was doing a final setlist check, and Hobi was hyping everyone up with his sunshine energy.

Everything (setup, mic, stage) were also ready and checked by y/n personally.... Everything was perfect. Y/N had been running around for hours with her clipboard, multitalented as ever - checking sound levels one minute, helping a staff member fix a costume rip the next.

Then suga's family arrived...

The door opened and the entire backstage atmosphere shifted into something warmer. Suga's parents, his hyung and bhabhi, walked in, their faces lit up with pride.

Members, y/n everyone went to meet them, hugged them....

Jin immediately pulled Suga's mom into a bear hug

Jin-: Eomeonim, you look younger every time!

Namjoon bowed politely, Jimin's eyes crinkled into his smile as he greeted Suga's dad, Hobi started cracking jokes with Suga's brother, Taehyung showed bhabhi his outfit, and Jungkook, the golden maknae, gave Suga's dad a shy, respectful hug. Y/N, beaming, hugged everyone. To her, they were family too.

At last suga and sana went to meet them....

Suga walked over, hand instinctively finding the small of Sana's back - a possessive, protective gesture he didn't even realize he was doing anymore. Sana happily touched their feet then they hugged sana happily.....

Suga's mom pulled Sana into a tight hug first, cupping her face.

Suga's mom-: Aish, meri beti kitni patli ho gayi hai....

she fussed in English, which she'd lovingly picked up for Sana. Sana giggled, eyes tearing up. This was home.

Suga's mom by holding suga's ear playfully....

Suga's mom-: kyu re.... Maine bola tha na meri beti ka khyaal rkhna.... 4-5 ghnto mei tumlogo ne meri beti se itna kaam krwaye ki ab yeh kitni kamzor lgrhi hai....

The scolding was pure affection, and everyone in the room knew it. Y/N, who never missed a chance to tease her "Suga-bhaiya", jumped in immediately, her eyes sparkling with mischief.

Y/n-: exactly aunty.... Mai toh bhaiya logo se bolti hoo sana bhabhi se zyada kaam mt krwaya kro.... Pr yeh sunte hi nhi hai..... Especially suga bhaiya...

When suga heard his name he felt betrayed and looked at her giving shocking expression....

Suga-: huhh.... Mai....??

His face was pure, comical betrayal - eyebrows shooting up, mouth falling open like a kicked puppy. The members behind him burst into silent laughter, Namjoon covering his mouth.

Then immediately defended himself....

Suga-: arey.... No mom.... Yeh jhoot bol rhi hai.... Mai kyu sana se kaam krwaunga.... Mai toh khud bolta hoo ab bs kro aur jao rest krlo.... Pr yeh sunti hi nhi hai....

He said it so earnestly, hands raised in surrender, that even his mom's stern look wavered. But Y/N wasn't done. She crossed her arms, acting as Sana's official advocate.

Y/n-: acha bhaiya.... Abhi jb sana bhabhi rest krne keliye baithi aur artist ko aapko ready krne boli toh aapne bola na ki mujhe sirf sana ready kregi.... Fir sana kitni thaki hui thi pr aapke vjh se usko proper ready krna pda.... Aapko pta bhi hai ek artist ko ready krne mei kitna mehnt lgta hai.... Issiliye dekho bhabhi kitni thaki hui lgrhi hai....

The room went silent. His mom gave him death stare making him scared.... He quickly defended himself....

That death stare could've frozen hell. Suga physically gulped. He looked like a kid caught stealing cookies. He straightened up, switching to the most respectful tone he had.

Suga-: arey voh toh mujhe nhi psnd ki sana ke alawa koi aur ldki mere pass aaye ya mujhe chhue..... Issiliye maine sana ko bola meri help krdo mujhe ready hone mei....

Then blushed shyly...His ears went red. He scratched the back of his neck, suddenly very interested in the floor. When he spoke again, his voice was softer, but it carried across the quiet room.

Suga-: I'm one woman man na....

Listening this his mom's heart melted.... Her death stare dissolved instantly into a watery, proud smile. She reached up and pinched his cheek

suga's mom-: Aigoo, mera beta

she cooed, all anger gone. She turned to Sana and pulled her into another hug.

suga's mom-: Dekh lo, kitna pyaar karta hai tumse.

Sana's face was flaming red, but her eyes were shining. Suga's obsession wasn't scary to her - it was safe. It was home.

Suga's mom-: Pr ab meri beti se koi kaam mt krwana.... Ab voh hmare sath enjoy kregi....

Suga-: haa mom.... Bilkul....

He agreed instantly. Anything for Mom. Anything for Sana.

Then bts boys went on the stage while suga's family took sana and y/n and went at audience area at first row of VIP section which was already booked for them by bts boys....

The members exchanged glances in Korean...

Jhope-: (whispering )Hyung is whipped

and Jungkook stifling a giggle. They headed to the tunnel, the roar of the crowd growing with every step.

Meanwhile, Suga's dad led Sana and Y/N to the VIP section. The first row had been reserved, with plush seats and the best view in the house. Suga's bhabhi immediately linked arms with Sana, and his mom held Y/N's hand, chatting excitedly.

Then concert started.... Boys as usual performed amazing.... They rocked the stage....

From ON to Dynamite to Mikrokosmos, they gave it their all. Suga's rap in Daechwita made the stadium shake. Every time the camera panned to him, he'd subtly glance towards the VIP section. Only Sana noticed. Only she saw the little smirk he gave when he caught her cheering.

Armies went mad seeing them and their performance.... The wave of ARMY bombs looked like a galaxy. The fanchants were deafening.

Suga's family and y/n also interacted and enjoyed with armies.... Suga's mom was waving her ARMY bomb with the enthusiasm of a teenager, his dad was filming on his phone, his bhabhi was teaching Y/N the fanchants, and Sana... Sana was crying and laughing at the same time.

Suga's family sana and y/n enjoyed the entire concert to its fullest.... It was best Time of their life.... Especially for suga....

For Suga, glancing down between verses and seeing them - his mom, dad, hyung, bhabhi, his baby sister Y/N, and his whole world Sana - all together, all smiling, all cheering for him... it was everything. His entire family ( mom dad, sana, bhai bhabhi and his baby sister y/n) all were sitting together and in the first row at VIP section and enjoying his concert with armies....

5 hours later....

Finally concert ended.... The lights came up, the boys bowed until their backs hurt, and the sound of 60,000 ARMYs screaming "Saranghae!" echoed in their chests.

All the boys did fan meet and greet while suga's family was still gossiping and giggling with y/n and sana.... Some armies noticed this too.... Infact they noticed everything.... The VIP section was close enough that ARMYs with binoculars could see. They saw Suga's mom fixing Sana's hair. They saw Y/N making Suga's dad laugh. They saw the easy familiarity. Some also took pics with them.... When everything got over.... Finally suga and boys came to his family.... Did some chitchat....

Suga came off stage drenched in sweat, but his first stop wasn't the waiting car. It was them. He hugged his mom, then his dad, then ruffled Y/N's hair. His eyes found Sana last, and the look he gave her was soft, private, theirs.

Then boys and y/n went to their respective homes.... While suga's family took suga and sana home....

One by one, the cars left. Jin with his dad jokes, Hobi still buzzing with energy, Namjoon with a book already open, Jimin and Taehyung arm in arm, Jungkook waving sleepily. Y/N hugged Sana tight before leaving with her driver.

Y/n-: Call me, bhabhi!

she whispered, & skipped away.

Suga's mom-: chlo bchcho ghr chlte hai....

Her voice was warm, final. It was late, but no one was tired. The night was too good to end.

Sana-: theek hai mom mai bhi jati ho...

Sana said it automatically, reaching for her bag. Old habits. She always went back to her apartment after concerts.

Suga's mom-: kaha jati hoo....?? Tum hmare sath hmare ghr nhi chl rhi...??

Suga's mom looked genuinely confused, like Sana had suggested something absurd. Like asking the moon not to follow the earth.

Sana-: mom y/n mera wait krrhi hogi na... Kl bhi aaplog ke sath thi....

Sana chewed her lip. She could feel Suga's eyes on her, silent, intense. He wouldn't say anything. He never forced her. But his whole body was a question.

Suga's mom-: toh.... Tum hmari beti ho toh hmare sath hi rhogi na....

It wasn't a question. It was a declaration. Suga's dad nodded firmly behind her.....

Sana-: pr mom.... Kisi ne dekh liya toh.... Kisi army ne....?? Vaise bhi bts armies ki aankhein nhi they have eagle eyes.... They watch everything with magnify glass.... Agr inko thoda bhi hint lga na toh problem hojayegi....

Sana's voice dropped to a whisper. The fear was real. She loved him, but she was terrified of hurting his career, of the hate, of the chaos. She was just a simple Indian girl who got her dream job. She didn't want to be a scandal.

Suga's brother-: problem....?? Kaise problem....??

Suga's hyung frowned, protective big brother mode activated.

Sana-: bhaiya.... For now we have kept our relationship secret.... And if armies get a single hint they'll quickly find out that we're together.... And then.... I don't know how they'll react....

Her voice shook a little. Suga took a step closer to her, his presence solid and calming.

Suga's brother-: arey don't worry chill.... Hum hai na.... Aur dusre kya react kreinge usse hmei kya mtlb.... We're happy you both are happy that's it..... Aur kuch bhi hua then we'll handle everything... Don't worry....

He said it with such confidence that Sana almost believed him. Almost.

Sana-: pr.....

Suga's mom-: no if or but.... Just come....

No room for argument. That was Suga's mom - soft but made of steel when it came to her kids.

Suga's bhabhi-: chlo na sana.... Please.... Hum log bhut enjoy kreinge... Please chlo....

His bhabhi did the famous puppy eyes, the same ones that got her extra dessert from Suga's dad.

At first sana tried to say no but his family convinced her + got ready and took her with them....

She looked at Suga. He wasn't saying anything. He was just watching her, his dark eyes full of a quiet, desperate hope. That was all it took. She sighed, a small, defeated smile on her face. "Theek hai..."

Meanwhile suga was on top of the world as today also sana was going to stay with him in his house with his entire family....His heart was beating so loud he was sure the others could hear it. He didn't grin, didn't cheer. Suga didn't do big expressions. But as he held the car door open for Sana, his fingers brushed hers, and his thumb swiped over her knuckles once. A secret thank you. A secret I love you.

As the car pulled away from the stadium, Suga's mom started planning what to make for breakfast, his bhabhi was already showing Sana videos on her phone, and his dad and brother were debating about the concert's best part.

Sana leaned her head against the window, exhausted but glowing. Suga's hand found hers in the dark space between their seats and didn't let go for the entire ride.

Because for Min Yoongi, the man who had the world screaming his name, the loudest sound in the universe was the quiet, steady breathing of the girl next to him. His first love. His only love. His obsession. His home.  And tonight, home was full.

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